Sunday, January 30, 2011


To go from protected and taken care of to completely indepentdant. I miss the butterflies, the fear, and the satisifaction of the discipline that would happen if I crossed the line. I miss him. I miss us. I know it's better for both of us to be apart, but knowing and feeling are two completely different things. I know that I will find someone else, I know that it will never replace what we had together. He will always be my best friend and I am so glad that we talk almost every day, I don't know what I would do without him. I am trying to be pateint and allow myself to have this time to adjust, I'm struggling though. Sadness creeps in and I feel desperate. Like nothing will ever be right again. I know it's a temporary feeling, but it's very overwhelming. Thank you for reading. As always I appreciate all thoguhts and comments.


  1. I'm very sorry you're going through this. I'm in a similar place myself. We're strong, we'll get through it!


  2. Elaina, just continue to be patient. The RIGHT person for you will come around. Get out there and mingle, make yourself and your interests known. Fortunately you are young with a lot more people to meet. Remember, don't sell yourself short and settle for someone with whose values you don't share!! As far as I'm concerned, you are a prized possession that someone worthy of you should highly esteem!!
    I know that loneliness is NOT a pleasant feeling, but that is better than making a serious mistake!!

    Daddy Bob, giving "advice" for the needy whenever I can!!! lol

  3. Daddy Bob... thank you again for your words of encouragement, they're very nice to read :)

    Libby... Im sorry you're in a similar place, but at least we aren't alone, and you're right, we are strong and we will get through this